So I usually have pages to fill up but as soon as I’m instructed to write about anything that’s where I get writer’s block. But I can just start off by saying earlier I had a panic attack and I’m getting them like every other day now. Well I hate them so much and I feel like I’m dying everytime it happens…worst feeling ever. But on a better note, my books are doing well and I wish I had more time to write. Thanks to school, work and band, I absolutely have no free time for anything. So when band is over I’ll still be packed with my schedule but at least this time I will have half of my weekends to myself. Also I’ve been having a hard time focusing in school (due to really personal things I’m too embarrassed to mention) but it makes everything 100% harder and I have no motivation to do anything which is also a major problem. On top of all that, I still have a couple kids that won’t leave me alone and bother me all the time. I remember not too long ago thinking about how this year was supposed to be crazy fun, but I guess it’s scary how fast things change.
